MarandA Monday.

The pre-holidays starting with Halloween. October's been grinding my gears sand and salt but I had dreams last night dreams that are real but were plausible. Miranda and virility and a comfort existence. Valhalla has to wait. We have to sell abundance not from selfishness but from honestly I have been selfish I'm in spending too much time trying to sleep trying to avoid. This is the same Jimmy that hit in the closet behind the heavy winter coats that were never used ported from generations. The dark musty safe space. My wires are still trying to do that. Night therapist I wish was she was a friend instead of my therapist but that is inappropriate. As usual I walked across the street and back in florida. Back to Monday let's get it together. She's the day and it came out with us. pay my rent and my bills and say happy Halloween