a document that no one will read

and dump truck. It's Holy Friday fria prayer. You remember those nonsense plays of the 60s that's what I am. Inesco. Beckett and gay ham. 

Although I'm not gay I am straight and I had to sexual or I'm a woman that in a man's body that enjoys being a man I don't really get it it doesn't matter my pronouns are me I and myself. Now I'm smiling out of nonsense I am so disheveled I am so ethereal. Today I should tackle one large task and I shall clean one large thing. Have to go to the store I'm completely broke man I have to do some finances to feed the cat. I don't have enough to see myself so I have to fast. Hallelujah freedom isn't free God bless America fuck that son of a bitch clown Trump. Happy Friday Freya day

it's Sunday it's kind of cold at night

Doctor x doctor x doctor x doctor x doctor x Doctor X

Wicked Witch of the West's Wind

Came in last night as a Sierra. 

Haunted wind sad troublesome wind.

I think it's Rosenberg's birthday it's also on Wednesday

Russian boots birthday. #Rosenberg.

MarandA Monday.

The pre-holidays starting with Halloween. October's been grinding my gears sand and salt but I had dreams last night dreams that are real but were plausible. Miranda and virility and a comfort existence. Valhalla has to wait. We have to sell abundance not from selfishness but from honestly I have been selfish I'm in spending too much time trying to sleep trying to avoid. This is the same Jimmy that hit in the closet behind the heavy winter coats that were never used ported from generations. The dark musty safe space. My wires are still trying to do that. Night therapist I wish was she was a friend instead of my therapist but that is inappropriate. As usual I walked across the street and back in florida. Back to Monday let's get it together. She's the day and it came out with us. pay my rent and my bills and say happy Halloween

dog day afternoon morning and night

springs over

April fool's Day with his Trump administration. Life as a circus air of air of the circus I am the circus I was born in the circus I am Show business

I'm just doing this off the fly because I haven't done it for a while. Next paragraph let's talk to myself. Let's talk to a clown. All fools day started in the 1700s apparently. Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow creeps in this Petty Pace from day to day. I'm not going to have an inventory of anything I'll just put a picture. 

Freya day Friday. new moon waxing

Under an cold angry Sun. And a sweet benevolent Moon . We Begin our year

Rosh Hashanah

I had supposed to be hot then it was cold. Happy New Year and children of the god of Abraham . The god of Elijah's kids at war. God bless them

it's another hot day today in Hollywood

Phone copyrights aside. It's an angry son that being the Sun.

Dog Day afternoon

Space Cat off of beer can. Pair of whack rolls in his grave the Sun beats down on a merciless pavement. Make sure when you walk your dog that they have little booties. Or go barefoot so you know how it feels

they that say I'm an artist.

It's fortnite for me to say. It's a $2 bill from our Monroe. I got a mama Raven five babies she's a big girl $2 bills Ra. Horus Osiris isis.

I had a dream about Oliver I woke up and pain lowercase pain I'm waiting for her care cat that may not show up.

Good morning Saturday

good night the job

it's not Picasso 's birthday

Dancing with Rem and her sister. On lesser drugs . 

mockingbird in a magnolia tree

I can't see him but he's belting out the tunes he's in there somewhere just singing This heart out he's doing good. This is no means poetry by no means pros it's just a little note say how happy I am to hear him I have no pictures I have no magpies I have no tomorrow. 

what happened today in on April 30th?

I don't know I woke up I slept. Forgotten dreams nobody cares I am now that made me smile. This is an this is not important please scroll past. Who is the artist I saw I forgot he knew Jackson Pollock

3 o 3

303 in the morning. I'll make drunk the cold coffee  before  the day sees me. 

The God of Elijah

Good Friday I don't know what's so good about it it wasn't that great for Jesus at least in the bodilys earthly sense. Symbolic of that were Spirit not by the pain passes it's a crucifixion in the last and afternoon. Have we as Spirit live forever. 

I remember her face but I don't know the artist

I wonder who it is, a drawing of blue I remember her face but I don't know the artist.

Birthday slide. Bucket List

the good and the bad and the beautiful

The good :n Blackjack the cat is fine, Sphinxee is healthy the Liz  Taylor  of cats is fine . And I mostly everybody all the hellcats are good.

The bad is the election cycle which is the choice between dumb and dumber. I don't even think it's valid to vote anymore. And Bentley is missing.

The beautiful is my orchids are blooming hooray hooray

sins of the fathers

In regards will I die with my dad died no because I'm three times his age. Perhaps like Russell. But the color remains the universe wants to smash my head in

toll the Cold Sun

Halloweens weekend in Hollywood.

October 1st my mother's birthday

Thank you Mom, 

you've been there pretty much the whole time even when I wasn't.

I never got a masters got halfway there. Well my sister got two so that's makes up for me. It's been a long time been a long time. But honestly it's not the years it's the miles. And I got a lot of miles I've rolled over a couple times eight times for sure. 8't lives out of nine that would mean.

That would mean pretty much nothing cuz I have to stick around.

Happy birthday Mom, have a gr

eat day

time turns

I was old on Tuesday.

I feel better today.

Tomorrow only knows. 

Bastille day America

make art not war

Seize the Day by the neck and slap that cross-eyed bitch carpe diem as in fish. Magic is easy magic is anywhere everywhere. I'll leave you with a few words from our sponsor

this is our solstice

From the river to the Sea. Zion would be free. 

good morning Wednesday

Good morning Wednesday chase the rain in the cold up the hill please. The dumb is yet to become reality. Good morning Wednesday. 

Ralph Stanley and Patty Loveless - Pretty Polly

it's a mod Monday

poppies California poppies.

The hummingbirds are back and the Sun wants to come back wants to but not so much today here on Gower speedway

well Google does pay for it.

The book this page is what I mean. It's not a book it's it's actually a blog blog but we've always really didn't like that name because it's something that Junior high School boy would say.

But I got to unnoticed that a post I did the second year of Obama administration was flagged for some reason they're just put behind a warning because I don't know maybe either they don't like me criticizing Obama you should read the post. Or, I just cussed too much.

And these are French lavender and they're blooming cuz it's springtime say that very softly

a few steps in the spring

I think the rain is stopped at least for a while. Side beside City bar why. Y. 

am I allowed to have an epiphany?

It's nice to have start the day. From a dream that you want to remember that you want to float through like a robo across the tranquil Sea of bad poetry. The dream I had a very rural win two weeks with Charlize Theron. Smiles of wild mile wide.

It was very nice dream make me realize again today as opposed to before that fear is selfish.

Anxiety is selfish

I need to walk in the moment that becomes who I am and that not be who.

I am me,

And no one else

in Mass no titles today

the day after the Day of the Dead November 3rd 2022

I made a shrine with my dad of course with Freya and Francis. Missy and Simba and Munster and rascal and all the other cats that I've lost. Least not in least Lug nut.

Doug Tipton my buddy. Nini and smudgy, more than not I live around a crowd of ghosts but I like it there anyway

Winter is coming she's got her foot in the door already. 

Halloween weekend 2022

They say that the veil is thin I wonder who they is.? The witches I know that who they be. I've known this before and I've tested two my own occasional discomfort but I do that here I am there you are. 

When I do know is no one will ever read this. Whether I care or not it's not really important I guess a documentation of some kind of ridiculousness is in order or disorder. 

my Frankenstein Heart

If I had it to do over again I wouldn't.

Vucky said it best

without a word

en masse ( in the open air )

eating cherries under a strawberry moon. no mattress my sail to Valhalla. I wear my wooden face. I drag my glamorous glare

Back Home Again in Indiana

Why do you remember the things that when you were a kid that were so big turned out to be so small.

Most of Indiana' is on the verge of third world,

if not already

05:50

Faith

 Faith in the impending doom? Or Faith of the Gods that hold me dear.

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 Chase the ghost the Eronomous feronomous Bosch.

Shuffle the deck of 74. Scrub out this tarnish from yesterday. The Puffer of Uglies sings their song alone

Monday's for the masses

Good morning moon Monday.

Last week in January in this new year after sun 2022.

This is the last week for the Luna year. I have accumulated some excessive baggage his last few years, inis the effort entail to procure shall be the effort to dismiss.

Wish me luck.

  Don't worry I'm not doing poetry. Poetry on be subversive act against melancholy.

What I'm trying to do , is not be me.

As we learnt the self is a parasite.

It would be main to think that it does not exist, similar to those that say that feelings are not facts.

  Feelings are the most factual  existence harder than the snow. As soft as stainless

Yom Kippur birthday for the children of Abraham

Yom kippur the start of a new year for the children of Abraham

here's a beautiful picture of baby Carmen

I once had a dog that look like this

siddartha srolls the end of summer alley ways ... o the suffering through time and .. well ? might not succeed. 

 To realize I am. Where's my kitty from heaven he came from heaven and now we went back suddenly and I don't even he's okay he's back with his he's back in heaven happy ...

Blessed to know I'm blessed at the same time to be tormented. Simultaneous contrast is the rule. Irony is the way.

As with democracy American democracy now dead. Likewise poetry and all fine arts seemed carcasses fragments junk dumpster dives. I live day-to-day take care I am the caretaker.

The God of my misunderstanding

I don't pretend to know what God wants.

I do know that I'm being looked after by spiritual agencies in spite of their best efforts I'm kind of a hard case but thank you. I don't pretend to comprehend at all. everybody that I read I speak to me whether it's scriptures or Shakespeare or Beowulf or Sunshine through ice.

This is Jim ' Ace " Packard of Spartenburg North Carolina with a couple fans..1958

Anna Roberts-Gevalt, Joe DeJarnette,The Cat Came Back

if you tube allows.



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